Adult. - Still Waiting

I pause, keep thinking
What's going on, deliberately sinking
A sign is a sign as I wait and I wait -I wait
Stay away for as long as you like
Since I just can't decide, and I just don't like

Too much contact
Can make you
Too much contact
Way too much contact
Can make you ill

Wait, wait, wait, wait
No matter what I know this means something

I'm at my best, when I obsess
A little bit of pain can go a long way
Still I wait and I wait and I wait -I wait
I'd say "Wish you were here"
But then again
Talking through coughs
Can really kill the... contact